aphonicbabel: (Inner Light)
2010-04-26 11:07 am

Icon Meme

Icon Meme from [livejournal.com profile] aizome. These are the icons an explanation was asked for, if you would like me to ask you about some of your more interesting icons please comment and I'll do that.




This came from a photo, I believe, on National Geographic. He's quite literally glowing with an inner light isn't he? Even though the little guy borrowed his lamp from a strand of twinkle lights. I like this photo on many different levels, there is the physicality of it which appeals to me, the redness of his body glowing through, the little frog himself (my family are all big fans of frogs, lizards, toads, so forth and so on) and then there is the metaphorical part of finding and showing ones inner light.

It just about works on every level of me I can find and hence one of my favorite icons.




My dark lady pic, this is from a work of art I ran across on the net and is suppose to be a vampire in the 1800's. Originally I snagged this and made an icon for a writing journal I had and have since moved it over here because she's a perfect indicator of when I'm in that sort of mood, of gloom and twilight, and dark things in dark places. I don't view this as a bad thing in and of itself, just another piece of what makes a whole.




This is a postcard from the Post Secret LJ feed. This rather bluntly sums up how I feel about life in general and people in general. We have so little time and so much of it is sucked away by the mundane necessities of life. It's maddening and makes me feel like I'm drowning in a thick nothing. So I resist and this is the words of that resistance.




Another Post Secret card that I turned into an Icon. Closely tied to the other one in thoughts and meaning. I feel this way, quite a lot, and I couldn't have come up with a more perfect expression of that terrible feeling and what one would do to ease it. Circling back round to the first one of the frog, sometimes our inner light needs a boost, or indeed a hole to ripped in to let the light in. I crave feeling alive and shudder, moan and generally piss about when I don't feel that way, I start struggling to find anyway to get back to where I feel full of light and alive.
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2010-04-16 01:36 am

Verge of Something Wonderful Chapter 13

Fanfiction for FAKE
Standard Disclaimer: I do not own FAKE or the characters, this is a not for profit fan work.

All previous chapters can be found here:FF.net link, Verge of Something Wonderful

Previously:

Maybe that’s what needed to happen all along; maybe Ryo needed it to be this way. Dee didn’t care; it felt too good to worry about anyway. He felt both aroused and safe at the same time, not something he was used too but extremely pleasant none the less. His body was so hot, pinned beneath Ryo’s weight, and it felt so good to feel his own erection trapped between their bodies, Ryo’s pressing back against him, the sharpness of hip bones dulled through their clothing but still imprinting into each other’s bodies.

In the darkness Dee let go…
Ryo's Unchained Love )
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2010-04-03 08:53 am

Verge of Something Wonderful Chap 12

Fandom: FAKE
Title: Verge of Something Wonderful
Chapter: 12, Beer Hops and Ryo Leaps
Rating: Light M, Hard M in progressive chapters
Disclaimer: Do not own FAKE, property of Sanami Matoh, fanwork only, no profit made.

Previous Chapters: FF.net Verge of Something Wonderful

Ryo's on the verge but this time he's willing to take the tumble. )
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2010-03-28 11:34 pm

What About Us



John Barrowman, it's a beautiful song and video, so I thought I would share.
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2009-09-15 09:55 am

Not Forgotten Yet

Trying to wake up and stretch out. Get moving!

*Rubs eyes.*

Thinks about coffee. I hardly ever drink coffee but the idea sounds nice.
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2009-06-03 07:30 pm

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Fiddles with the account trying to figure out what its purpose will be.

I'm glad I have this account, I'm curious to see where things will go from here, but I sort of feel as if I have to many blogs and accounts. I feel this way about many things in my life though, as if there is just to much and something must be let go of.

Having said that, I intend to hold onto my dreamwidth account as it is new and clean, there are other things that could be let go of that have higher frustration levels attached to them.

One of my LJ 'friends' is going to self publish his memoirs with Lulu. I'm actually sort of impressed with his moxy to tell you the truth. He's not doing it for money but as a form of release for a childhood and life that have not been kind.

It got me thinking what would my memoirs look like and I have to admit, for someone who has not many thousands of things I've wanted to do, such as travel, I have lived far more than a great deal of the people I know. When I look around at the people I keep close to me the same is true of them as a well. I guess it has been a good life after all.

Anyways, sanquivory and aphonicbabel are my working LJ's but I like the notion that dreamwidth is for creating so I may make this a creative journal yet, tongue in cheek, I may do my memoirs here and some of them may even be true.
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2009-05-14 06:15 pm

First Post

Settling in and looking around.

And I found TammyLee. And pink bats.. can't go wrong with pink bats.